countdown

Eight more hours in Sweden. At seven tomorrow morning I'm lifting off to Helsinki. My home for the coming four months.

I'm feeling okay now. Not nervous or anything. I calmed down when I left Jönköping and got home to Stockholm. Change in environment is always good. It's great to live only ten minutes away from the airport. And I don't have to be early at the airport.

Goodnight. The next post will be from Helsinki.

packing light

I've become pretty good at packing. I learned the hard way when going to US for one year. I packed everything and used the maximum of kilos you are allowed. 64 kilos. I did a good job going to Singapore, still I brought a couple of things I never used. And traveling in Asia you had to pack light. Now I've packed 24 kilos and I think it will be OK even though the limit is 20 kilos. Now I have only packed things I use. I guess it still be problems going home again. Since I'm probably gonna do some shopping. Hopefully I'll have some visitors to help me bring it home. But that's a future problem.

twentythree

So, one year older.
Now I have to remember to say/write 23 when somebody asks for my age. It always takes a while to get used to it. It's the same after New Years, I always forget that it's a new year.
Nowadays I always have to think about how old I am. I think I stopped caring about my birthday after my 19th birthday. That was the year I moved away from home, I think that's one reason. When you are young you always count the days to your birthday and write a long list what presents you would like. Now it's just another day. Since I'm at home in Stockholm and my family I'll get a little bit celebrated, with some food and cheesecake (don't really like the regular cakes, love cheesecake!).
Now I'm gonna continue with my packing.

goodbye

Goodbye Jönköping.

Goodbye friends.

nervous?

This morning I woke up at 8am. A little hangover but mostly tired. And the first thing on my mind was that I was leaving. I felt so sad. Don't wanna go. It's the worst feeling waking up with all these worries.

I guess I'm getting a little bit nervous. I just wanna stay here in Jönköping where it's safe and the same old. Right now I don't wanna go to a new place and new people. Strange how I feel this time. Didn't feel this when I was leaving for Singapore. Why is this different?

Of course I'll feel better when I'm settled in with all the new in Helsinki. But still, don't feel like leaving.

loosing my memory

So. Just got home.
It was a fun night. My last night.
Kind of sad saying goodbye.
Well, at least the ones I got a chance to say goodbye to.
Some disappeared before I got the chance.
Not naming anyone.

To something totally different.
My memory failed me tonight. I ALWAYS remember faces and names. And I was standing behind two guys in the line to Kåren tonight. I couldn't remember. And the guy just kept on saying that he had seen/met me somewhere (and it wasn't just a cheesy pickup line). Then it just came to me when I was inside and they were already gone. We had met at a preparty.

Can't believe that my memory is already failing me.
A clear sign that I'm getting old.
Is this a reasonable age to start loosing your memory?
MY memory? I always remember everything. And everyone.
I'll be 23 on Friday.

emptying my apartment

Today I've just been running errands.
Now I'm cleaning my apartment and packing.
I'm so happy that I've just lived here for some weeks and don't have that much stuff. Now it's not that much things to carry to the attic.

Only two days more in town.
Feels a little bit sad.
I'm leaving my place again.
It always feels so sad to leave.
But I'll be back.
And I'll have fun in Helsinki.

i'm free

I'm done with the thesis.
Well. At least for now.
There's still work to do.
But know I want to have a break from it these last couple of days in Jönköping. Leaving on Thursday to Stockholm and to Helsinki on Saturday.
Now I'm gonna enjoy these last few days.
Just taking it easy.
And look forward to the sexparty on Wednesday.

sushi

I had the best dinner. All kind of rolls. From just around the corner, Asia Garden. Highly recommended.

Vietnamese spring rolls. Although they weren't as good as in Vietnam.

Sushi - California rolls. Of course with soy and wasabi.
Delish!

playing games

After working on my thesis i decided I was allowed to go out.
I had a nice night with my peoples. We was at A & J's house and sat there talking, laughing and having fun. After that we played a game, the girls against the boys. That's what A wanted and he really wanted to win. Of course the guys didn't win. Of course we did.