Sunday, June 14, 2009

sunday blues disease

It is ten to one. I should have been in bed preferably two hours ago. One hour should have been fine too. Then I would have woken up with enough sleep. I guess it is bad when I noticed last week that I can go to bed at two thirty and still survive at work.

However. I seemingly have problems with going to bed. I just want it to keep being Sunday. I guess by going to bed I have to acknowledge that it is Monday tomorrow. And another working week.

Apparently I do not want that.

change

I got one last chance to get myself together
I can't lose no more time it's now or never
And I try to remember who I used to be



I got one last chance to get myself together
Time has come for me to change again

opening

Went to the opening of Hornsleth bar in Copenhagen last night. A really cool place that this Danish artist Hornsleth has started. Hornsleth that apperently gave goats to people in a village in Uganda in exchange for adding his name to theirs.

The bar is full of his art and is kind of provocative but I like it. The girls were wearing white with blood stains, one girl with blood on the inside of her thighs, and another one with the word 'bitch' in red letters at her back. On the walls downstairs you had 'blood' pouring down the walls, and sentences written on the walls like 'fuck my brains out', 'sex', 'pussy power', 'revenge' etc. You probably get the deal. We also had drinks for free until 11 and the music was really good. It was just the mix I love, a mix of everything. Old and new.

Really have to go there again and hope that the music will be as good. Even though it was a nice evening I ended going back home quite early. I went there with my friend's friends and those girls was not the nicest company. They seemed nice but did no effort whatsoever. I tried but they did not give anything back. After my friend's guy of interest arrived, I left soon after since I did not really want to stay with a bunch of people who could not care less that I was there. So next time I will go there with some that do care.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

james morrison

Today the sun is shining finally. To bad we did not have that weather yesterday evening. It had rained for more than 24h and I just felt like sitting at home with a blanket watching tv. But I made it out to met up a friend and go to Tivoli. To watch James Morrison. And I am really happy I went. It was worth standing outside in the drizzling rain for two hours for James. Me likes his music.



It is perfect now when I bought this card to Tivoli so I can get in for free. And it was not even that expensive. I think I have already made it worth it with the consert yesterday and one entry previously. Let's see if they have any more good conserts coming up.

from pause to play

I guess I had some kind of a break from the blog. That happens once in a while when I have things going on that I do not really want to deal with. Because when I am writing my blog I always think about what is going on in your life. I guess I did not really want to do that.

That is also why I have been watching a lot of series on my computer. Flight from life you may call it. I watched the first (and unfortunately the only) season of Privileged which I liked. Damn those cliffhangers in series that is not returning. Then we continued with two seasons of Greek. I like that show. Perhaps not the best motivational series since it only makes me wanting to go back to studying. Now I cannot wait until Monday when they air the season two finale. Kind of annoying as well, watching the two seasons and then finding out that the season finale will be available in four days. Serious problem huh?

Now, I guess it is time to press the play button for my thoughts and not keep having them on pause...

Thursday, June 4, 2009

quiet evening

Sometimes you just enjoy the quiet evenings. But why not spend one of those quiet evenings with your friends having a cocktail? That is nice too. Taking your mind off of all the other stuff. Nothing better than friends and a cocktail to help with that.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

action

Maybe it is time to take action. Since taking action will not lead to any immediate changes it could be an idea to start as soon as possible. Problematic though since I do not know what I want.

I might know something though. At the moment I am feeling that I should stay here. Changes can be made but I do not have to change country. I should give this city some more time and just not move on as soon as I feel restless. There are other changes to be made first.

First I just need to change the mind into taking action. Sometimes it is just so easy to let it be.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

cure?

Something to cheer myself up. Friends gag reel always works. However, not as well this time as it usually does. Maybe I will have a better day tomorrow. One can hope.

having a bad day

motivation is on top...

It totally sucks.
A couple of weeks ago we were notified that our office will be moved. Not too far, just one floor down. We got to see the seating arrangement and of course it is problematic in our group since we are seven people. I ended up sitting with another group instead of with K and the others. What is annoying is that we have a student worker in our group and he is only here 15-20 h a week. And apperently he cannot sit by himself.

Last time we moved it was important to get him included and then we were split four and three. But now I guess it is not that important. When it is just me.
I think this seating arrangement will do wonders for my motivation.

I just feel like going home.
In the mean time I am listening to the radio show Christer and trying to do some work.