becoming french?

I think I have had too much free time these last couple of days. Been writing a lot of posts here. And today at school I did absolutely nothing. When I have a thesis to finish. Think I am becoming a lazy French.

Now I have been reading job applications to make me feel not as guilty about doing nothing. But I just feel more lost since I do not know what I am looking for. I just want to go back to the good old times with no worries. Lie on a beach while eating a delicious mango. And of course a cold beer.