no work, just play

Can't I just speed up this last month and have it over and done with. I'm for sure just longing back to Helsinki just because the life there was so simple. It was easy to push away all the thoughts about school and the future. Babbling a lot about it, I know. Just need to get it all out so I hopefully can move on and finish it. I just want to move on to the next phase of my life. But if I'm not ready to be serious now, will I be later this year? Maybe I just wanna play and have fun a while longer. I don't wanna grow up just yet.